the Bozo is back

After a week of destructive thoughts, mood, and a generaly bad mood, I am back to write down what little happens to me and what I think about it. Its like I needed a good mud bath, DEEP cleansing and hot. Washing all the dirt away to clean up my act. Same old dude, different day, just trying to make ends meet, keep my wifeypoo happy and keep my grades up. Classes ended last week, new class started yesterday. I'm only taking one at a time now, my old brain got confused and I kept posting to the wrong course, wrong assignments, and so on. Plus, it just got to the point where I could'nt relax at all. I like to live a little, take some time for myself, exercise and cook diiner, walk the dog, do something for other folks and be happy. I was hoping for some warm weather, but I do live in Germany. Not quite yet. Well, happines is calling, oh joy oh joy. Please dont tell, sometimes I want to just put plugs in my ears and sit in a corner where no one can find me...but not right now, they have located my position and I am screwed. I need to find an island, with room sevice that is. SMILE!